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‘You were a mistake, Sera.’O
Maya once again surprised me by pulling me into her arms. She held me as I wept, and I clung to her like a lifeline.
I rolled my eyes, remembering the first rule she drilled into me during our first session. “Maya, this isn’t-”
I pushed myself to my feet and headed out.
I looked up at her. Though she had on her usual stern countenance, her eyes held a softness I’d never seen before.
I was panting so hard, I couldn’t answer her, and that split second of distraction brought the venom back.
There was pressure building in my eyes, and I was horrified that I might cry in front of
Maya.
Daniel…
She sank, too, with a lot more grace than I could ever muster. She wordlessly handed me a water bottle.
That cemented my decision, and I looked up at Maya. “Yes, Miss Cartridge.”
For a moment, I just stood there, fighting to catch my breath, debating whether struggling against her when I knew I was going to lose was worth it.
The tears flowed out of me unabated, but instead of my heartache growing, it felt like the pain was ebbing.
If I stopped, even for a second, I’d hear them. I’d feel the stabbing agony of their words. Maya nudged my knee with her boot. “Get out of that head. If I didn’t think you’d be ready in three months, I wouldn’t ask you to do it.”
I frowned when I saw that the light in the hallway was off. I felt my way to the common
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area I had to pass to get to the locker rooms.
I sat up. “And you want me to participate?”
I told her everything.
“It’s a long story,” I said softly.
“Yes, Miss Cartridge.”
But she didn’t.
I closed my eyes, fighting the urge to scream. Anything to drown out the fucking noise.
“Of course you’ve made mistakes, Sera. Who hasn’t?” she continued. “But being wolfless -that wasn’t your fault. And that one night? Last I checked, it takes at least two people to have sex, and unless you’re Mary, you didn’t make Daniel all by yourself
“Happy birthday. Hope you’re well.”
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She just let out a soft sigh and said, “You’ve been through hell.”
I rarely celebrated my birthday. My birth nearly killed my mother, and my father never let me forget that. He’d scowl every year when the date came around and saw any form of celebration as a personal affront.
Oh, he’d be so proud of me if I did well.
She crouched, her brown eyes pinning me. “When your trainer tells you to do something, what is your reply?”
I startled, whipping around to find Maya by the door, just like she’d been the first day we
met.
I didn’t know Maya all that well, but she struck me as a disciplined person. Someone upright who valued honesty and hated weakness. I expected her to flinch, to withdraw, to look at me with the same disdain I’d received my whole life.
“Your trainer just told you to do something, Sera.”
The words tumbled out of me-halting at first, then fast and uncontrollable.
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Maya placed a hand on my shoulder and squeezed. “I’m sorry you were let down. I’m sorry you’re hurting.”
I woke up the next morning with a kind of clarity I hadn’t felt in years.
It was from Kieran.
I hit harder. Faster. Letting the pain overwrite them like a virus corrupting old files.
“I just wish Lucian and I had met you sooner,” she said softly. “If you’d been brought into OTS back then, maybe you wouldn’t have had to endure all that alone.”
I sighed. “Yes, Miss Cartridge.”
Until Maya broke it. “So, wanna tell me why you’re attempting to murder yourself and a sparring dummy on your day off?”
“What’s this?”
Her lips twitched, and she held her hand out. “Let’s go.”
I stared at the message for a long moment, strangely numb. Then I locked the screen without replying.
The mistake I made ten years ago. The night I let my guard down, lost my inhibitions, and committed an irreversible mistake. The punishment that came after-how my family shunned me, how I was branded a disgrace. How I spent the last ten years-alone, unloved, worthless.
So when my phone buzzed earlier today with a birthday greeting, I thought it was from Daniel.
I didn’t know when Maya moved, but the next thing I knew, she had a firm grip on my wrist, pausing my swing.
And this year, for the first time in a long, long time, I felt like there was actually something worth celebrating.
I shook my head. “I don’t-”
It struck me that I had more people in my corner than I initially thought. Lucian, Maya, Daniel.
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Just as I stepped in, the lights clicked on, momentarily blinding me with their sudden
intensity.
She returned my smile and tilted her head towards the door. “Now go hit the showers.”
We sat outside on the patio behind the OTS dorms. Maya procured a fancy bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon, which we sipped from plastic cups from the cafeteria, watching the sky deepen into dusk as a cool breeze brushed against our skin.
Only Daniel ever remembered.
I didn’t dare look at her when I finished.
‘Every time I touched you, I pretended you were her.’
Training was better. I felt less inclined to decapitate the innocent sparring dummy, and I think my tears had softened Maya because she went easier on me than usual. Not that I was complaining.
“You’re going to break your wrists if you keep going like that,” she said. “And you’ll burn
out.”
She nodded. “Lucian thinks so, too.”
Some of the rookies were grinning like idiots, Lucian was holding a cake, and Maya appeared from behind me, throwing her arm around my shoulder.
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However, when I checked… it wasn’t.
She wrinkled her nose like she’d just noticed. “You’re right. You do.”
“Come on.” I looked up to see that Maya was standing again. She had a hand stretched out to me. “We’re getting a drink.”
And after I got married… Well, let’s just say birthdays were the last thing on anyone’s mind.
“Happy birthday, Sera.” She beamed at me.
Like the tears were washing it all away. Suddenly, I felt less pathetic, less broken.
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Understood.
Maya’s words replaced Celeste’s and Kieran’s.
“What. Is. Your. Reply?”
It felt like the weight of guilt and regret I’d carried around for ten years had been lifted. I felt lighter, an actual spring in my step.
My vision swam as she waved something in my field of vision.
She leaned back, folding her arms. “Then you’re lucky I’m a good listener.”
“A trial for all OTS rookies,” she said. “It’s in three months. It’s a critical test to evaluate
your progress.”
Still, Maya’s version of easy had me collapsing to the floor when we were done, struggling to breathe.
I couldn’t afford that. If I let the words sink in, they would take root. Grow branches. Vines. Wrap around me and choke me from within-
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A small smile spread on my face. If Maya and Lucian thought I could do it, then I probably
could.
“But-” My mouth was suddenly dry. The other rookies had been training longer than l had. Most of them had wolves, which was a given advantage.
I staggered backward, stunned, taking in the room-confetti, balloons, streamers, an actual banner with my name on it.
I exhaled, staring down into my cup. I twirled it slightly in my hand, watching the liquid slosh around.
Every hook bore Kieran’s venom: “You never mattered.”
It was time to move forward-for me, and for Daniel.
The training room clock had long since blurred into meaningless numbers. Hours? Minutes? Time didn’t matter-only the burn in my muscles, the raw ache of my knuckles,
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the way my lungs screamed for air but got none.
I was done letting Kieran and Celeste poison my life with their toxicity.
She cocked her head. “But I am-asking you to do it.’
Finally, I staggered back, and Maya released me as I slumped down to the mat.
For once, I was surrounded by people who actually cared. People who chose me-not out of obligation, but out of respect.
“I smell,” I complained weakly.
Everyone made mistakes, but the punishment I’d suffered had far outweighed the crime. and I was done serving it.
I frowned, grabbing the flyer.
The sound of me greedily chugging the contents of the bottle filled the room, and when I was done, I felt slightly better.
I told her about Celeste’s return, about how I’d somehow remained the villain in their story even after the divorce.
I opened my mouth, but no words came. I hadn’t been expecting this level of sympathy, and I didn’t know what to do with it.
I shook my head. “I’m not in the mood.”
I huffed a weak laugh at that.
I blinked, my gaze darting to her.
She wiggled her hand impatiently, and I finally took it, letting her pull me to my feet.
Each jab carried Celeste’s sneer: “You’re not worth the effort.”
I was someone worth celebrating.
“Damn, what did that poor dummy ever do to you?”
And now, I pushed that thought out of my mind, determined not to let Kieran pop the balloon of happiness swelling inside me.
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I spun back around and continued to attack the sparring dummy. It didn’t have a face, but Celeste’s and Kieran’s kept flashing on the blank canvas, and I hit even harder.
“Happy birthday, Sera!”
Yep I was going to cry.
I blinked slowly, my heart clenching in my chest.
The silence wasn’t uncomfortable-it was actually kind of nice.
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