Booki Chapter11
I’m Okay
I look at mother’s face. Her face is blank once I told her that Raphael rejected me. She looks down at me in sympathy and pity. I hate that about people that the look at me the way she is looking at me. As if I need sympathy and pity In my life. Is that going to fix my broken soul? I don’t think so.
“Don’t look at me like that.” I tell her turning away from her.
“Do you want to talk about it.” Says my mother.
“No I don’t need to talk about this mom not.” I say to her.
I have already talked, cried, and suffered for years yet I am still suffering and whining about how much the pain is. I start to walk towards my chamber but my mother follows. Once I get to the door my mother grabs my hand.
“I know you have gone through hard times but you are a strong person even if you don’t realize it.” She says.
I nod my head and go into my chambers. I look at my well done bed. I feel my body start to tried. I take the crown off and put it in my closet where it belongs. I go to my bed and lay down there for a long time until I felt the darkness taking over my entire body.
*Dream*
I feel the sun on my skin something that I have not felt in a long time. I look at my surrounding. I see that I am in the middle of a beautiful meadow. Pink and Purple flowers everywhere.
“Mommy!” I hear a kid voice yell from a distance.
I turn to my right and see a little girl that looked some- what like me.
“What?” I say confused as ever.
“Daddy won’t let me have any candy until I have some lunch.”
The little girl says hugging onto my knee and her eye filling with tears. Who is this little girl? And why is she calling me mom.
“Where is your daddy?” I ask bending down to get to her height.
“I am right here honey.” I turn around and see Raphael coming out of the wood and into the medow where me and the little girl were at.
“What are you doing here?” I ask him.
He looks at me crazy.
“Last night you and our daughter wanted to out on a picnic.” He says.
I look down at the little girl. Our daughter?
“This is not real.” I say to myself.
“Babe you are acting weird.” He says.
“No why does my mind want to play tricks on me like that.” I say looking down at the younger and smaller version of me. I look back at Raphael.
“No this is to good to be real,” I say. “You don’t love me.”
Raphael moved closer to me. “What the hell are you talking about.”
“Language daddy.” I her the little girl.
“I am going to wake up and know that this dream that I am having right now will never happen because you are in love with another women that is not me it will never be me because you rejected me.” I tell the dream Raphael.
He looked at me in shock.
“I have always loved you and still do no one change the way I feel for you.” He says.
“You do?” I say.
He chuckles and nods.
“Aphrodite wake up!” I hear the little girl say.
Bobk1 Chapter11
